Giving up smoking sucks!!! I realise that I had more tolerance for people when I was a smoker. It was like this…”You are annoying me…you’re really pissing me off!! but it’s okay I have this drug…tobacco …so everything you say effects me less.” Oh yes yes…the truth the almighty truth…tobacco!!
I am going crazy right now not getting it!…like a heroin junkie…”gimme a fuckin cigarette ya cunt!”
I am trying…it’s hard..trying..all I can think of is cigarettes! gimme cigarettes..sweet..drug filled cigarettes!
I didn’t realise how much of a junkie I really was!!